First spiritual awakening

Hi. 

I've always known I’m different; it’s taken a long time to get to where I am spiritually today. 

But let’s start with my first awakening. I was just an eight-year-old little girl doing what girls do, playing with my dolls in my bedroom. I had a dressing table with a big mirror attached to it; something made me stop and stand up and look into the mirror. I stared at myself; although I was looking at my reflection, I was feeling something different.